Its been 25 years since this mind started to think and perceive. 25 long years, I have been shelled in this horrid existence with a morbid body and agile mind.
Now when I look back, on what I have achieved I feel drowned by an exhaustive list of failures, cheats and whatnots. Life is boring and painful. I feel constantly dissatisfied with it. I have become in ways many, intolerable to many and many have become intolerable to me.
I was lucky in many ways but they are streaks of luck over oceans of sorrow to which I am born. Of my pre-planned life span of 35 years, I am already tired, worn out and simply put feel used.
I see no purpose to drag on any further.
Thank you world.